this sucks

i dont know what to do... its just not fair...he CAN play with girls and stuffs but i CAN'T even sit with my bestfriend! urgh~i dont know ehhh..... now he said i can do ANYTHING that i want BUT if i hurt him he'll hurt me back~ haha that really sounds fair~ i mean it =) it soundsss really fair to me but of course both of us will be hurt... but of course i dont want to hurt him, i really dont~ sometimes i think its not right to be with him coz i ALWAYS hurt him~ but i dont mean to... lately we always fight~ aha 1 month pun balum tapi always~ baaahh im out...